From the recording Shades of Red
Musicians
Annie Bonsignore – Vocals, Piano (all tracks)
Blaise – Violin (2,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11)
Amanda Goodburn – Violin (1,3)
Derek Evernden – Guitar (5)
Maggie McLean – Guitar (7,8)
Programmed Strings by Annie Bonsignore (2,4,5,6,7,8,9,10,11)
Production
Recorded and Mixed by James paul and Rogue Studios (2,4,6,7,8,9,10,11)
Piano on tracks 1,3 recorded at Annie Bonsignore’s home studio
Mixed by Ted Onyszczak at Silverbirch Studios (1,3,5)
Mastered by Andy Krehm at Silverbirch Studios
Creative direction on (1) – Amanda Goodburn and Ettienne Van Rooyen
Creative direction on 5 – Ted Osnyszczak
Executive Producer – Dushi Sooriabalan
Lyrics
Push and pull push and pull open up your eyes
Does it have to be this hard
Push and pull, why are you trying to hurt me
I’m asking you to try, to try
I know we have so much, so much left unsaid
Unfinished business inside our heads
Watching you watching me
Waiting for you to tell me how you feel
Tell me you’ve healed
And if you don’t, you don’t have to anymore
And if you don’t, you don’t have the right to ask who I’m with and where I’m going to be
Push and pull push and pull
I’m asking you to stay
I’m asking you to feel, wipe these bad feelings away
Push and pull push and pull I’m so dizzy, I’m so dizzy
Life’s too short, it’s complicated
I hate that you hold a piece of me everywhere you go
But if you asked me and if you dare
You would hear that I’d be there
I’d be there
I’d be there
And if you don’t, you don’t have to anymore
And if you don’t, you don’t have the right to ask who I’m with and where I’m going to be
I’m waiting for something
I’m waiting for something, baby
I’m waiting for something, baby
I just can’t let go, I just can’t let go of you right now
Let’s lie here for a second, a minute or a moment
I just can’t let go
Even though you turn away from me
Turn away from me
I know I hurt you, I know you care
I’m sorry I burned you and now you’re scared
And if you’re not, I won’t say this anymore
And if you’re not I don’t have the right to ask who you’re with and where you’re going to be
But if you asked me and if you care
And if you wanted
I’d be there
I’d be there
I’ll be there baby
I will be there
I’ll be there baby
Say you’ll be there
I’ll be there
Say you’ll be there
Push and pull push and pull, I’m asking you to stay
Push and pull push and pull, wipe those feelings away